Noel's Nitemare

Do other people have the same? When their heart ache, it's physically painful?

I'll just make her cry to sleep again tonight.

She wishes she dies everyday. Every day. Too much pain and hate. She can't find her anger anymore. She just gives up. So many hate and it's like poison. She's surrounded by so many hate and she can't take it.

Then what are you crying about?

Sometimes 12 dead bodies doesn't matter. We can make comparisons of "Which is the most gruesome death?" or maybe that other "thing" that killed 6 people every month. It just doesn't matter. It happens every second whether to a group of people or individuals. Don't act like you're shocked behind that fucking computer screens. I'm not. Now let's see if there will be any TV character's couple that fight with each other and I can cry my heart out.

It's satisfying to listen to Slim Shady as I wash the blood soaked clothes and scrubs the tools clean from dried blood.

I can see you drooling. It's not attractive at all and you look more like a bitch than a human. Do I need to put a leash on you? Feels like cutting your happy wagging tail and stuffed it up your own cunt. You can't handle this when you're on your four. Go home before I break some of your little sad paws.