Drowning would feel better than this

 Drowning would feel better than this. Because as the water pouring in as I gasped for air. It will wash away the pain stuck in my throat, in my chest. Tears will fall from my eyes. Not because I'm sad. But because it's so painful, it's just a natural body reaction. 


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