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on the meds again

She's on the meds again, giving me more control over us. This may stop us being intoxicated on most nights. The meds help to numb things just like how liquor does, without the inhibition problem, but with horrible nausea, headache, and breathing problem perhaps for the next days or week. We don't mind though. We need them.

If I win your vote, I believe I'd be a confusing mixture of democracy and authoratian

Do you even know how many people said, "Hey Mithya, you should work for the government!" They say this because they know I'm such an idealist and they believe that I can make a change with how corrupt our government is. Like, for real I do wish for the best for humankind and just for citizens in terms of laws. And this is why my friends think I'm a good candidate for a government person. So I can make "a change" somehow. Here's the thing. No one is perfect. I'm obviously not perfect. I have a personality and attitude that doesn't fit for west or east (ern) world. Yes, I will fight for the best morale and attitude a society can have, but I'm also having a little part of me that is a psychopath. Where I think torturing "bad people" is okay. I don't even want them to be killed. I want them to be tortured. Such as rapists and pedophiles and IDK I'm drunk so I can't named them all, that have done their crimes more tha