Say it

You know why it works? Because even though she pulls off a cold front, she's actually warm inside while when you are pulling a warm front, you are nothing but a cold callous bastard. You get off doing projections when you're dying inside trying to push away all the things you already know for years. You don't want to embrace it because from maturity you learn that no one wants to end up alone when they're old and you hold on to that. It kills you to lie to yourself everyday. You never changed, you just learn how to hide it better. Say it. You like hurting.