Slashed

Started off with the politician news in Indonesia. Lies and hatred everywhere. Negativity in common people heads. Screaming in the streets as though they thought they know. My blood boils. Silently. But it didn't stop. EVERY FUCKING DAY the news talks about it. They talks like they know what happened. They talk like prophet who tell his people what to do and what to think. And this people, these Indonesian people, they are so stupid they believe in every single fucking thing the media said!

They put ribbons and black clothes! Who the fuck do they think they are!? some kind of angel of death!? You think you make any different by wearing MY COLOUR! YOU FUCKING FOOL! I want to rip their throat so there will be no more blacks in the street! Let it wet with reds. Their reds. Their blood!!

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