December 2009

I think I missed my old life. Where I can do anything I want and destroy everything in my path. I want to be borderline and stop compulsing. Is that even a word? I want to feel hurt by people that doesnt really hurt me. I want not to care. I want to manipulate people’s feeling again. I want to be Noel.

Everything is in order right now.

Not that I like all the twisted ending. Its just girls that keeps challenging me were something I ate for breakfast. Maybe I spent too many nights with them.

Those images just cant stop haunting me. Everywhere I go, I’ve been there.

I want you to love me, I want you to leave me.

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