Forget

Because the pain makes me forget. Because crying is weakness showned. So I have to feel numb. But numb could turn into empty so fast, its suffocating. So I have to feel. But I can't feel sad, coz then I'll cry. Then it'll be a stupid horrendous cycle. So I choose to feel pain. Pain stopped me from feeling sad. Pain stopped me from feeling anything inside. Because pain makes me forget.

Writtened 24th of May 2010

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